its been awhile again....

so it has been a while, i had been homeless for a while and now have
access again. i have gotten a job as a house keeper at a hotel here,
it is very part time but is just enough to pay the rent and
necessities on the little apartment we have gotten. am i crazy? there
is still a part of me that cries when i go through the flood zone and
see all the homes and buildings still sitting almost 2 years later
untouched...the old neighborhood is getting torn down, house by
house....my parents home was our home for sssoooo long and they are
still homeless, nothing has been the same since that stupid flood.
everything had just started to fall into place and get better, take 2
steps forward, take 20 steps back it seems...its too much sometimes to
think about all that we and everyone have lost and so many people
besides myself and my family are still not where they were before the
flood...WHY!?! its breaks my heart truly. im going to try to post some
pics i have taken of the damaged areas as they stand almost 2 years
later...when does this ever get any easier??