update

updatehi to anyone (if anyone) who reads this.
Things have not gotten much better. I was in the hospital for a few days for a Tylenol overdose. I feel really dumb. I had a toothache and it was so bad that I kept taking tylenol, and ended up taking way too much. i should of known better, but things have been so stressful, I guess I wasn't paying much attention.
anyways feeling better now, but lights are still off. I had gotten some money on my own, but needed to keep my water  on and my ca...

still off

still offyep. still off. been staying out during the day and just coming home to sleep at night. really sucks....

diary for the week

diary for the weekwell, it's been a strange week. basement got flooded because the sub-pump don't work, but it is starting to dry out. my son got a job corn drtassleing, and I'm not sure t's going to work out, he came home to his dad's house after wrok and he was all bruised. I guess a few of the older kids beat him up. As for the electric, not really any progress. I went on a job interview for housekeeping and I am really hoping they call me back. I borrowed my ex husband's cellphone so I ca...

my bills

my billsJuly has seemed like one of the worst months ever! Everything I own is in pawn, water is getting shut off, electric IS off, gas is off, and my rent id coming uo due...pulling my hair out here. My husband was ill and they replaced him at work, so now he is unemployed, and has been looking for work without any luck. But is it hard with no electric or phone or anything. How are they supposed to call him. I barely have the gas to drive him around to look.
I have never had it so hard before!...