Well...Another Day

Well...Another DayAnother day has turned to darkness. I wish my ex husband would just leave me alone. How can I ever make it through this if he just keeps popping up here and there. Not physically of course. Hes 3000 miles away but hes still "there" in my heart and my tortured mind. He informed me that he is now dating again. Jesus I havent even had a chance to get my California Id yet. He didnt waste any time. It makes me wonder. I think the abuse was his way of pushing me to leave. And here I ...

Changes..

Changes..Well, I am three thousand miles away from what I thought was home. Now it dosent feel like home so much when I think about it. I didnt think I was going to be able to do this. I was terrified when I left NC. Even though I was abused by my husband I missed him terribly and cried and cried. Id wake up every morning looking for him. It gets easier and I get stronger as days go by. I got a job! How strange to be working again. My ex would never let me because he wanted me to be dependant on...