Still struggling!

It has been quite some time since I have had the opportunity to vist microgiving.  Nothing has improved since my last journal entry many months ago.  In fact, life for me has not looked any worse.
 I haven't been able to go online since I didn't have access to the internet.  The reason for this is because the friends I was able to stay with lost their house and was forced to relocate.  Once again I am homeless with no income which makes it very difficult to keep ...

Struggling with Life

In all of my 49 years do I remember ever having to struggle this hard and for this long in life.  I have gone through harder times than I am going through now but not for over one year. 
I am constantly asking myself and the good Lord above why I am being tested to this extreme.  I haven't come up with an answer, and God hasn't gotten back to me yet.  I should have passed at least one test by now.  I have made strides and cleared  hurdles on my life path,...