Depression sucks.

I should not be so depressed over a stupid pool but I am. The more people I email, call, or whatever the more depressed I get. I am getting nowhere with this. Then I have people telling me to go buy a cheap pool. Or telling me that she does not need a pool. How would they like to sit in the house all summer when everyone else is playing or sit on the proch watching the other kids ride a bike or skate. They dont have to listen to her beg to jump on a trampoline or to ride a fourwheeler because th...

Kinley dropped

Her count is down to 61K ughh. I hate this crap....

My update on Mckinley

We went to the Dr, and her counts were 120K low but a high Low. He did a test on her that had to be sent to the Mayo clinic. It was to check for a foul trait. I got a letter this week and it came back positive for this trait, Now he is going to be sending out more labs to see what it is pointing to. It can mean she has another auto-immune diease. At the level its at now could possiable be pointing to lupis. That doesnt mean she has lupis but she could get it or may never get it. We dont know yet...