Im sorry to everyone.

Im sorry to everyone. I wanted to let everyone know whats going on and why I have not been here. My life has been a mess. For a long time before Dec. my mother in law was very sick and we took care of her day and night. Then in Oct. my youngest daughter got sick. In Dec. My loving mother in law won her battle and gained her reward with Jesus. The baby was still sick and we were having to take her to the dr. once a week sometimes twice a week. They admitted my oldest into the hospital in Jan, Mckinley in Feb, and Boo has been in and out the whole time. March came a visit to a ENT and he told me she would not get better until her tonsils and adnoids were removed her body was poisoning itself with infection. She was on antibotics from Oct. until April she now is immuned to amoxil. She had her surgery on March 20th. And I am happy to say she has not been sick since and other than alot of pain came thru the surgery fine. Now we are going to have to take her to a hemotoligist because she has been brusing and bleeding very bad at times. I am so worried that I am going to have another child with a issue of blood. I have been so busy and worried and I am sinking deeper into a depression that i cant get out of. I dont know what to do anymore. I also have been so sick in between all of this and can not afford to go to the dr to find out why. If you pray can you please say a prayer for me and my family. For the sickness to go away, for relief from the grief that is slowly killing us, for my child to get rid of her blood disorder and for the other one not to have one. I am so sorry if this brings anyone down or causes anyone to have hard feeling towards me but this is why I have not been around I dont want to be the sad sack at the party. Love and hugs to everyone. I will be praying for everyone and every cause on here. Thank you for listening to  my whinny poor me day.
Amber