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| 2010-07-05 14:00:30 |
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I always wondered if anyone reads these journals? And if you do is your life like mine~ Sometimes I feel that I am just being swept up by the wind and taken from here to there~ Never knowing where I will stop~ The amazing feeling of having so many hardships but having a calm and secure feeling with in myself~
Do people talk about me? Yes~ I know that there are those who enjoy judging me~ I don't mind people and the way they think~ All I do mind is that I am going in the right direction and that I am ok
Do I like struggle, In a way I don't mind. If everything was handed to me on a platter I would not have the strength that I have today~ No it is not fun to be in need but, knowing that I am doing all that I know how to better my life than I am ok.
Do I wish I was rich~ NO WAY~ My desire in life is just to get my bills paid off and to teach my daughter good things, give her good memories, Yes, I would like to have a little extra now and then but truly ask yourself and be honest. What is money? Does it buy true love? Even though I am not rich I still know that I am ok.
So you see I will conitue to stay strong no matter what people say, no matter what struggles that come my way, If I never become rich in money I am ok. For my heart is rich with knowing that I have become strong and my steps forward will continue~
July 5,2010
9:59 AM
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