Do I like being Poor?

The answer,
 
NO, but in a way YES.  Of course I would love to have the money to sit down and pay bills on time and have extra to share to others. But, I have learned that to be rich in heart is far more rewarding than being rich in money.
It amazes me on how people that do not have money still reach out to help another one that is struggling. I really never want to be rich with money because I feel that it would change me.  That I would think, hey this is my money I don't have to share it with these poor people~
In a way being poor and can see other peoples hurts~  I can feel their pain, I can hear their cries.  I know because I have been there. You can not know the feeling unless you have walked in the shoes of a poor person. But in the same I have not walked the shoes of a rich person and do know that they go through other struggles that I could not imagine.
I had a Church a couple years ago treat me so bad because of me being different than them. They were high class well to do people and they didn't want people like me in there because I might beg for food or money which I wouldn't do in the first place.  I wonder to today how they are feeling and if God was pleased with how they treat people that are poor.  I have not stepped inside of a Church since than because I had lost my faith in people. In those who said they were " Christians"  but, I do  know that God accepts each one of for where we are and will not turn away from us.
No matter if you are rich or poor if your heart is right and you know you are doing things the way you are supposed to than that is good.  I am happy for those who have done well in life.  And you know, I may be going through a little tough time but my day is coming.  I will be proud to be on this site to help those in need~  So you know, I am ok and I happy because the struggles in life has given me strength.  It has built my character.  I am who I am because of the pain, storms, struggles and rejections in life  They have built my confidence to know that I will get over this mountain.