Surgery

I am set to have reconstructive surgery on my right knee.  They plan to go in clean up the knee and they take out the torn ACL (I have a complete tare so its not able to repair itself) and then drill holes in the bones above and below the knee then put in a cadaver ACL (ie a donated ACL) then they will attach it with screws and pins. 
I am really afraid to have this done but I have been in constant pain since I fell on March 7th so I really don't have a choice but to do this.  I want to have a life with less pain. 
When this is done I won't be able to walk for awhile and they will do physical therapy at my home then eventually move me to do therapy at the pt office. 
I have had to move from my third floor walk up apartment to a home I am renting from my brother in order to be able to have the surgery.  The apartment I was in provided the washer and dryer but of course the house I am renting doesn't.  If I was able I would go to the laundry mat which is a few block away but with the surgery on Thursay May 13 it's going to be impossible for me to walk much less drive (which since my car is out of commission is impossible anyway.).  So I really really need to get a washer and dryer so that my kids can have clean clothes for school.  I have two teenage boys.
I have found a place that sells used washers and dryers that they will come to your home and repair if you have any problems with them.  The problem is they are $100.00 each and I just don't have the money.  I am on disability and my income is so fixed that its already streched so thin.  Its just not possible for me to buy a washer and dryer and still be able to pay the bills.  I really need some help with this so that I can have some freedom to do the things that I need to do to take care of my family.

It's been awhile.

Life has been a little crazy for me, well actually it's been a lot crazy.  Somebody stop the ride I am soooo ready to get off.  Where to start? 
In August I came home to Louisiana after leaving a very abusive marriage, I later found out that he was having another affair to boot.  I guess it shouldn't have surpised me but for some reason it did.  I lost me medical insurance since he was the carrier.  I picked myself up moved into my own apartment and here I am raising my two boys on my own and I am starting to realize I am free.
I been so connected to my marriage for so long that I don't even know the things I like to do.  I know that sounds weird but I was never able to do the thing I liked to do.  I did what I was told and that was it.  So now I am taking to time to try to figure my life out.  This is not an easy thing to do. 

well

wellThis is a vent of sorts.  This was the worst morning the lights went out last night so everyone got up late this morning. We were all rushing around and Damian got all upset and we had to stop and slow down so that made him almost 2 hours late for school and now I feel like I got him all upset and I am praying he still haves a good day.  Oh I hate when things go this way.  Keep us in prayer that all goes well for him at school today.