Man :-(

How come every time something starts to look up something makes it fall down. I got a letter in the mail today that if I dont come up with some rent money they are going to evict me. I have 10 days:-( I scanned it and put it with my documents for proof what am i supposed to do. Sometimes I just wanna go to bed and just cry but I have to take care of the kids.. The neighbor is taking the kids for the night so I can get some sleep but man I just wish I could work again. Sorry just needed to vent...

Uploaded documents

I hate this stress I cry myself to sleep at night and its just not something I like doing I hate feeling like this.. Today I uploaded my cutoff notice for my electric and my rent reciept where it shows I still owe 350 dollars.. Everything is in my exes name because it was cheaper to leave it that way than to pay the deposits to get everything switched over to my name. Just electric alone the deposit was 400 dollars.. Well I just wanted to make a quick update I go to the doc tomorrow so I better ...

Got a little help

Went to Christian Ministries and got a little bit today I am glad there are places like that.. I wish they could help me more they said they could help with 50 dollars towards some of my rent but only if I brought the rest into them so they could pay it all and not only 50 dollars.. If I had that I would just pay what I had.. I hate having to ask I am the one usually helping. Sometimes I feel like I am a bad mom for not having the things they want man I hope things look up soon.. On a good note...

Another Day

Another day comes and goes getting more upset by the minute.. Autumn and Matthew are very understanding kids but it makes me feel bad when they want Pizza or Chicken and all I have is noodles and they keep calling and askign for rent.. I am trying to do everything I can and asking everyone I know I just hope by a miracle something good happens or someone could help me. Every little bit helps when I got on here this morning and I had 25 dollars I was soo excited I could cry THANK YOU SOO MUCH goi...

Frustrated

Well Tuesday is fast apporoaching adn it being the first I am going crazy dont know what to do about rent its bad enough the kids are down to eating very little dont have much left to give them I hate struggling like this I feel like a bad mom. I am doing the best I can but clumsy ole me had to fall.. I just need to get back on my feet again so I can provide for my wonderful babies.. Matthew says to me dont worry mom Ill be at school on monday and I will eat there so you will have more to give a...