greetings warmly on july 12 , 2010

hello everyone. just checking it..
I h ad message to you all. o f updates and etc..
But it went away..
 
I need help . my insurance notified me.. AFter many years of being covered they not going renew me. I am so glad they were nice enough to notify me so I have by august 22, 2010  .. try to find someone that would cover me..
I am still driving the car, its transportion.
I just claim it in the power in the name of Jesus.. and relie on his blessings to be bestowed.
 
I hope maybe after the 19 i see med dr. diability sending me to and next month on the 9th they sending me to psy. dr.. .. I hope this make it possible for me to get SSI. Due to all difficulty.. I had applied and was SSDI but due to hours. I was denied,, cause i did't have enough insurable hours..I  want each of y ou to remember me in your prayers. That the strong holds be removed, and i can see some light .. that this ssi is going to granted..
Having a baby at 43 is rough. but its worst when you h ave complications that linger on from 3rd trimester when the symptoms first appeared. After the baby was born. They thought it was fluids pushing up.. I continued to  have facial pain on left side and ear pain....extreme. and i kept feeling like i was pregnant or the dr tied my tubes. I was diagnose in dec 22, 2005 with pineal gland brain cyst. Its not operative.. I had surgury at 6 months cuase of pelvic complications..
 
Thanks for listening..
 
 

A wing and a prayer

A wing and a prayerIt is so hard to do the things you want when you don't have a car. Sometimes I feel so helpless not having a car. Maybe because I'm so used to having one. I have worked since I was 15 years old and I've had a car since I was 18. My little girls school called me just the other day and told me that she had gotten hurt on the playground and that she probably needed stitches. My daughter had told the nurse not to call because I didn't have a way to come and get her. I jumped up and got dressed then I searched through my phone to see if there was anyone who could take me to get her. No one! I have absolutely no one! No family here with me, besides my sister, but she can't drive. She's 27 years old and still can't drive so what help is she? I didn't have money for a taxi. I could've walked a mile to get on the bus, but I would have to catch the bus to the train station, then get on the train, then go all the way into downtown Atlanta to catch the other bus that I needed and then ride all the way back to East Point on it. By then my little girl may have passed out. I cried so hard as I figured out what to do. My van was sitting outside. No tag, no emission sticker, no insurance, no life whatsoever, but what choice did I have. I drove the van. With the burning smell and the cutting off, I was so scared I would blow up in this thing. When I took it for emission testing they told me it was "too dangerous to drive". But my baby needed me. I prayed that I wouldn't get stopped or that the car would make it. I made it and sure enough my daughter needed stitches. So I took her to the emergency room they stitched her up and we came back home. We made it. On a wing and a prayer, but we made it. I really need some transportation. Next time I might not be so lucky. 

Im sorry to everyone.

Im sorry to everyone. I wanted to let everyone know whats going on and why I have not been here. My life has been a mess. For a long time before Dec. my mother in law was very sick and we took care of her day and night. Then in Oct. my youngest daughter got sick. In Dec. My loving mother in law won her battle and gained her reward with Jesus. The baby was still sick and we were having to take her to the dr. once a week sometimes twice a week. They admitted my oldest into the hospital in Jan, Mckinley in Feb, and Boo has been in and out the whole time. March came a visit to a ENT and he told me she would not get better until her tonsils and adnoids were removed her body was poisoning itself with infection. She was on antibotics from Oct. until April she now is immuned to amoxil. She had her surgery on March 20th. And I am happy to say she has not been sick since and other than alot of pain came thru the surgery fine. Now we are going to have to take her to a hemotoligist because she has been brusing and bleeding very bad at times. I am so worried that I am going to have another child with a issue of blood. I have been so busy and worried and I am sinking deeper into a depression that i cant get out of. I dont know what to do anymore. I also have been so sick in between all of this and can not afford to go to the dr to find out why. If you pray can you please say a prayer for me and my family. For the sickness to go away, for relief from the grief that is slowly killing us, for my child to get rid of her blood disorder and for the other one not to have one. I am so sorry if this brings anyone down or causes anyone to have hard feeling towards me but this is why I have not been around I dont want to be the sad sack at the party. Love and hugs to everyone. I will be praying for everyone and every cause on here. Thank you for listening to  my whinny poor me day.
Amber

My wish for prayer

My wish for prayerI am single mother of one beautiful 3 year old girl. About a month ago i found out i was 4.5 months pregnant with twins. I moved home with my mom until i am stable again. I work full time. Last week my car broke down and cost me $340 to fix and My daughters preschool was due the same week which is $100. Plus i have all my regular bills. Phone, insurance, car ins, food, ect. Which leaves me $40 in my account until the end of the month. I wanted to get a small cheap tree, a few little gifts from 5 and below for my little one, and stuff for xmas dinner and a little extra to be able to put gas in the car, and other basic needs until i get paid the end of the month. Thank you for listening...i will keep you updated