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laurah
The older you get, the better life gets. Liars, all of them lied!
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My URL: http://www.microgiving.com/profile/laurah
Offline |   Member Since: 01/31/10 | Login Count: 19 | Profile Views: 185 | Last Login: 02/09/11
Biography
I am 50 years old this year, single mother of 21 yo daughter. She has finally moved back home after living in Arizona for the past several years. I can't begin to express my happiness & relief having her here. This might be what I needed to get things in my life on a more positive road. I have been going through a tough time the last few years since being laid off in 2008. I have struggled with being homeless since that time. I have no source of reliable income other than a few odd jobs here and there and have been selling at the flea market when I am able to get there. Fortunetly, I have been blessed with a few friends that let me sleep and shower in exchange for housework and food (food stamps). I have never had to ask for help until now. I have always worked and been able to support myself. I used to be independent and strong. I have lost hope and with no family support system, I feel my future is not as bright as I once hoped. I used to wear sunglasses because my future was looking really bright. I have decided to retire my shades at this time since my future hasn't been as bright as it once was.
My Purpose
I am trying to figure out if I have a purpose. I used to think my purpose was to help anyone who needed it. So I helped everyone who asked and those who wouldn't or couldn't ask but I saw they needed the help. Helping made me feel good about myself and I was happier. Unfortunetly, some of those I had helped chose to take my kindness for weakness and took advantage of my help to a level I never would have imagined.
My Interests
Doing Crafts, Watching Nascar, Coloring, Reading, Computer Games, Writing letters
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My daughter, Amber and I
Journal

Still struggling!


Posted on Wed 18 Aug, 11:24 am

It has been quite some time since I have had the opportunity to vist microgiving.  Nothing has improved since my last journal entry many months ago.  In fact, life for me has not looked any worse.
 I haven't been able to go online since I didn't have access to the internet.  The reason for this is because the friends I was able to stay with lost their house and was forced to relocate.  Once again I am homeless with no income which makes it very difficult to keep looking for a job.
I am having a real hard time realizing two years ago I was laid off and have been applying for employment faithfully with no luck.  Since my first job at 15 years old I have never had this tough of a time getting work.  When I moved to this town twenty years ago there was only three jobs posted in the want ads, I got one of those jobs.  The economy wasn't much different then as it is now.  So, I think something or someone is stopping me from getti  >>>

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Becky Raymond: Administrator Feb 01, 2010 02:11:50
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