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~ Stefanija~
Mom Of Two Little Ones, College Student, Needs All The Help I Can Get. Everything is Falling Apart....Thank you..
Location:
Big Rapids , Michigan
Country:
United States
My Birthday:
January 28
Occupation:
Full time college student and mother
Religion:
Protestant
  My Network
Number of Referrals: 5
Donors Who Endorse this Cause: 1
My Mutual Connections: 4
My URL: http://www.microgiving.com/profile/stefanija
Offline |   Member Since: 01/31/08 | Login Count: 800 | Profile Views: 2010 | Last Login: 01/06/10
Biography
I am a Latvian Citizen as well as an American Citizen. I am 33 years old and do not work at the moment. I have suffered much in life and went through alot. For the past 3 years my life has been about making myself whole, taking care of my children and just doing the domestic thing. Something I was never accustomed to before. My kids are my life and I would do anything for them. I am a full time college student and take classes online in order to be home with my kids. I live on my school loans, and that is providing I keep my grades up and I get a check about once every 4 1/2 months or so. . I have severe depresssion, panic and anxiety attacks as well as suffering from OCD. Sometimes I dont leave my house for months, only to go shopping, doctors visits for the kids or stuff like that. I seem to do well in the online social network, but find it difficult to socialize out side in public. I have filed for dissability only to be denied. I had found a lawyer to help me appeal it and he felt there was not enough evidence to support my dissability because I have never tried to commit suicide or been to a mental hospital. I can function great at home with the kids and online doing my school. But this makes it difficult to find work as well. I want to work I want to better myself and I thank this site for helping me, helping me meet new friends and just for giving me some hope. Thank you.
My Purpose
I am a single full time college student and mother, 2 Classes away from an associates in Business Administration with a concentration in Marketing, and then my Bachelor will be Human resource management with a minor in Marketing. I am struggling to just make it month to month with bills. I have 2 little ones. A two and a half year old and an little one that will be a year old the end of August. I am raising my boys by myself. I suffer from depression, anxiety and panic attacks, and have overcome much in life. Although I still have a long ways to go, I keep striving to better myself and to try and remain positive. I came here to MG to be involved with a positive group of caring individuals. I am actively trying to find employment and everday is a struggle just coming up with basic needs such as diapers for the kids, car gas, personal items. And my children have outgrown their clothing. I am hoping to find some hope here and a little help to get through these rough stages in life. My goal is to do something to help others and find a way to work online, or find employment where I can give back to the community and help others. For Christmas I started my own helping project in my community and donated to everyone in need who called me. It was fun, and very re-warding. I figured my kids are babies and so would not miss out if I used extra money to help other famillies. I enjoy helping others and I want to do something big in my life to help others, I am still trying to find my direction and purpose...
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Journal

What do I do???? how do I survive???


Posted on Tue 19 Aug, 04:09 am

What do I do???? how do I survive???I am here venting... trying to get things off my chest... I have not been online here in quite awhile.. and for many reasons... for one, I have had no internet access, and secondly I have been so depressed.. ( I suffer from severe depression, panic and anxiety attacks, as well as OCD..) I did not want to come here and air my dirty laundry, or once again many problems... that are just getting worse.. One of the many meds they now have me on is Depokote... it used to be 125mg.. now they have upped it to 500 a day... which is making me very sleepy throughout the day...   I want to pull my hair out.. My car is falling apart... or i guess it might as well because I have NO MEANS... whatsoever to get it fixed.. I need a heater core and an alternator... tires too, but now the tires no longer seem as signigicant as the other major problems.. My bills are falling way behind.. and my kids are just about TOTALLY out of diapers..   I hate coming on   >>>

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Requests History
   
Utilities are about to be shut off, please help this single mom and full time college student.. In great need.. Any help would be appreciated...
Disabled February 15, 2008
PLEASE HELP ME..
Disabled February 15, 2008
College Student.. Down and out....Please help me get out of this hole.
Disabled February 15, 2008
IN GREAT NEED, DIAPERS AND BILLS.
Disabled February 15, 2008
Family needs rent help~ Diapers~
Disabled February 28, 2008
~I need HElP keeping utilities on... and diapers, etc..for my two babies.. Please help us..
Disabled February 28, 2008
Any amount Helps... Need to pay bills and put diapers and clothes on my kids.. rnThank you to this site for giving me some much needed hope...!!
Disabled April 2, 2008
Panic Attacks, Anxiety Disorder..And Vertigo... Need Emergency Help to Purchase Perscriptions and go to a real doctor. Please help me get to get better.
Disabled March 30, 2008
Thankful Mom Needs A Little More Help. Sick. Needs Medicine To Get Better So I can Take Care Of my two little ones.
Disabled March 30, 2008
Student&Mommy In great need~ Supporting documents attached. EMERGENCY~ ELECTRIC ABOUT TO BE SHUT OFF~Diapers,etc..
Disabled April 18, 2008
Rejected March 30, 2008
Praying for a little help..
Disabled April 21, 2008
Catch up on bills, car gas...
Disabled April 23, 2008
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My Comments
Becky Raymond: Administrator Dec 14, 2008 02:51:25
Hey, saw you logged in and thought I would stop by and say hi!
Sanjord Nov 11, 2008 02:47:58
Thank you!
Becky Raymond: Administrator Nov 10, 2008 02:16:48
Welcome back!  The forum is still here, it's under your Home Page tab.
 Hope to see you posting again.
Becky Raymond: Administrator Aug 30, 2008 04:49:28
Remember to set your journal privacy settings to that it will be
visible if you want people to read it.  You need to do this in two
places.  The journal tab, journal settings and in the profile tab
account settings.
ColourMeBeautiful Aug 19, 2008 03:08:50
Hi, I read where you can't buy OTC medicine for your son, did you know
that you can go to salvation army or union mission and they will give
it to you? I have had to do it many times. Hope that helps and I hope
you get what you need I know how hard it is as I'm going through a
similar thing. God Bless.
Jenn Jul 29, 2008 02:44:26
I am here wishing you a happy and wonderful Monday! Hope all is well
with you!
Erika Jul 29, 2008 02:44:26
just wanted to say hi. How have you been?
I have been working alot and so tired. I wanted to stop to stay hi and
make sure things are okay
Martina Jul 12, 2008 04:25:25
I'm stopping by to say hello and hope that you keep us updated on your
progress!
Becky Raymond: Administrator Jul 11, 2008 20:30:23
Stopping by to say hi :)
onegod5blessings Jul 04, 2008 23:44:27
hey,hope you're doing okay, thanks for the comment!
Becky Jul 04, 2008 23:44:27
Stopping by to say hello. I Hope you get all the help that you
deserve. Stop by and we can chat. I love all of your pics. Have a
Great 4Th!!!
Erika Jun 29, 2008 18:23:34
Always here if you need a friend 
Hugs
Erika
Michael Jun 29, 2008 18:23:34
Thank You
clark family Jun 28, 2008 16:01:25
Hello!Thank you, I hope you too have a wonderful weekend!
onegod5blessings Jun 28, 2008 15:44:09
hey, i seen you on , just wanted stop and say hello

 
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